what God has been speaking to me...

I had an interesting few days last week-end. There are several things I have been having a difficult time with lately..mainly due to my desire to see several people in my life healed. It is a journey that i didn't realize i was on until it was smack dab in my face. I know that God is good and that He is kind and compassionate, but sometimes i get very angry at Him when i don't understand His timing or His ways. I feel that i forget so easily all God has done for me...

On Saturday night, Pastor Rick preached on "Daring to Believe". I literally cried through his whole sermon as i know God was speaking to me. Rick shared about "daring to believe that God is compassionate and has compassion over me and my situation. He said "faith is daring to believe in the goodness of God's character". He gave a great visual of us only being able to see a small part of God's plan, but God doesn't see the partial, He is the producer and sees the whole big picture.

I was challenged by the song "Healer" that we sang that night...

I believe that your my Healer

I believe You are all I need

I believe You're my portion

I believe You are more than enough for me

Nothing is impossible for You

Nothing is impossible for You

Nothing is impossible for You

You hold my world in Your hands

Do i believe that God is "more than enough for me" I would like to say YES, but i'm not sure right now. I know that God is working on my heart and that i just need to continue to walk in obedience to Him. The enemy would like to come and steal, kill and destroy all my hope, but my HOPE is built on my Solid Rock Jesus Christ...

I continue with HOPE on this journey, knowing that nothing is impossible for God and that even if He chooses not to heal me...he is still my patient, loving heavenly Father who knows what is best for his children..

Thank You LORD for redeeming my life...my HOPE is in You alone.

good friday

Happy Easter to all our Friends & Family! Shiloh, Zeke & I went to Omaha for the day on Good Friday. It was nice to have a family day together and then attend our good friday service tonight at church. So thankful for Jesus' sacrifice so i can live forever with Him! I'm thankful that He loves me so much!

Here is Zekey with the Easter bunny at the mall we were at...

Zekey & Mommy sitting outside enjoying the beautiful sun and warm day...

Riding the ferris wheel inside the Scheels in Omaha, such a big store...we loved it!

Zekey enjoying his apple on the ride home (and being silly!)

THis morning, we colored our traditional Easter eggs. Zekey did so great this year, you can see from the video at the end that he is putting the eggs in all by himself

He loved doing these and ate 2 eggs after coloring them!

Here is Zeke in egg coloring action!!

And eating the eggs afterwards!!

We hope you all have a wonderful Easter celebrating our risen Saviour Jesus!!